Break away...

Well these are the last few days of my teenage years...in a couple of days I'l be turning twenty..and I still have no friends who care...sitting alone in my room on friendship day...and writing this bloody blog post...

Its kinda funny how things happen....one day you think everything is going pretty calm and well...and suddenly a whole streak of unhappy incidents follow, making everything fall out of place...Its strange, but the phrase 'things look calm when you are in the eye of the storm' is actually very true. Sometimes one surprises himself the way one reacts to situations. The way one acts.... One either lets himself go, sits down and blames the world or one just discounts everything that happened and tries to take a seemingly impossible task to forget what all happened. I don't know why I chose the later. Perhaps I needed to escape from everything, from everyone. Perhaps I needed to redeem myself. For whom, for what ... I don't know...

It so happens that when you choose a path, you have a whole lot of options besides the one you chose...but still you choose it...maybe because of some inner gut feeling... and as you walk farther on it, you realize that it wasn't the path that you wanted to chose...but then you are left with no other option than to walk further into it until it takes you to a dead end from where you can never turn back...But most of the times, it was exactly the path you should have chosen...Its that path that will lead you to your destination...most of the times, this path would be far more difficult than the others, but you still got to walk on it... even if it doesn't give you any happiness...perhaps to make a difference...to prove that you are still strong enough to walk...