Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Bewitching Bhubaneswar..

I've been doing my training in Bhubaneswar for almost three months now...and have started having a total different perspective of this place.. As a place, Bhubaneswar is not new to me...you can say that I'm partly brought up in here...when I was young, I used to stay with my Grandma for around 2 years....and after that, every year we used to visit my Grandma's place for around 4-5 weeks...

Bhubaneswar as a city does not qualifies into the list of metros in India...but for someone like me prevailing from a small town in Orissa, it surely is enough...I've been to many other big cities in the country, and like any other outsider, have admired them too... but never before had I looked at this city through the eyes of an outsider..But in these three months, I've been wandering extensively on the streets of Bhubaneswar...admiring the lush green avenues....the ladies wearing beautiful Sambalpuri sarees with large maroon bindis, the sweet language of orissa, the exquisite Odissi dance performed in the the theaters of Rabindra Mandap...the culture this place displays....everything.....

When I was young, my uncle would take me to the Indira Gandhi park, and I would ogle anxiously at the Mickey-Mouse shaped dustbins and the hedges trimmed in the shape of an elephant...I grew up and I was no longer interested in the Mickey-Mouse shaped dustbins and hence stopped paying a visit to the park...and eventually I even forgot the way...... last week, while returning from office, I went to eat Gole-Guppas at the Master-Canteen chowk...thats where you get the most delicious Gole-Guppas in Bhubaneswar...I would advise, the next time you pay a visit to Bhubaneswar,take out some time and go there and you gonna remember the taste for a lifetime....So as I was saying...I went there to have Gole-Guppas...and after I was done there, I chose to walk home rather than taking an auto...As I was walking, I passed the Indira Gandhi park...now they have a fast food center named 'butter n biriyani' and a 'Nescafe' coffee stall in front of the premises.... I decided to have a cuppa coffee there and have a look at the park from the outside...I wanted to go inside...to check if the park still felt the same...check out if the Mickey-Mouse shaped dustbins and the elephant hedges are still there...but decided that it was too late and would not be safe...and my practical mind somehow managed to suppress my emotional mind and I went back home...I decided to visit the park in the coming weekend...

As I was walking back home, the days when my uncle would take me for a ride to the IG park flashed before me...on a Sunday morning, when my uncle would be home, the first thing I would do after getting up was to make him promise that he would take me to the IG park...and he would never protest..I have always been the darling of the family...Even now, someone would always come up with some incident or other from my childhood days which would leave them all smiling... Every time they do such a thing...I feel like I'm precious...and I love that feeling...:P

Bhubaneswar as a place has always been close to the emotional part of me...unfortunately as I've grown up, I've ever since locked the emotional part in the deep dungeons of my heart...But one cannot keep anything locked for ever...it has to come out one day...and spending three months in this place seem to have done it...Its like rediscovering myself..the more I walk on the roads of Bhubaneswar...the more I feel like getting connected to myself...The Real Me.....The True Me......and it definitely feels good...:)


Thursday, December 9, 2010

Random IV

Just yesterday did i discovered that sometimes, or you can say most of the times, my mood depends on the color of my skin...its kinda weird..isn't it???..
I mean..when i get a tan..my mood suddenly takes a steep downturn..
Then I start getting a bit conscious about my appearance...

My mood also sometimes depends on my bank balance
If i have a good balance in my account, my day goes great...and if i don't it turns out to be all gloomy!...:(

Anyways... my day was great today...


and m sleepy now..

goodnight guys!

Monday, September 6, 2010

:)...

Not a single leaf moved
Not a single flower bloomed
the night was cold and dark
making him uncomfortable a lot...

He stood there, outside her window
waiting for her all night
He had been doing this for months
But could never make it right...

She knew he was out there
waiting under the moonlit sky
with the stars shining above
In the cold and dark night...

She couldn't take it more
and walked towards her window
to find him lying on the ground
leaving his senses aside...

She rushed down the stairs
breathless as she was
with her hair flowing like wings
to find him lying calm and still...

She ran her hand on his face
admiring the innocence in the lines
that childlike charm in the features
made her heart sink...

She placed his head on her lap
watching him with loving eyes
helpless though she felt
she placed her lips on his..

He slowly opened his eyes
to find himself in his beloved's arms
both of them went silent
as if afraid to break the dream...

He pulled her closer still..
and took her in his gentle caress
then their eyes met each other
and so did their lips...

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Happy Birthday to me!!!


On the joys of being a little bit older and wiser!!!... Turning 20 has been a little traumatic for me.... I don't know why, it's just a year older than 19 right, but it surely sounds a whole lot older, and its started to get me thinking.... Do I really look like I am 20???... When I look in the mirror I still see an 16 year-old with some "minor" body changes!! Gone are the days when I used to be happy thinking that I'm still a teenager when most of my friends had already crossed their teens... Its taking me a little longer than usual to embrace this age, I am working on it!... I still love birthdays.. but as you get older you become a little bit more anxious about them!! However, thanks to my wonderful family and friends, 20 was brought in with a bang!
Now that I'm over with a very important phase of my life and am legally, physically, and emotionally an adult, I wanna thank a few people who have made this phase a success and have brought out the ME in me...

Firstly,I wanna thank my parents, who despite all my shortcomings, love me unconditionally and have made me who I am today...

I wanna thank my guardian angel (Mamun nani), who has been with me in each and every phase of my life, has my back whenever I got stumbled, and makes my life worth living...

I wanna thank my tiny little sis, Chotu, who would rather die than keep a secret for me..:P...I love you a lot!!

I wanna thank my awesome jiju, for gifting me with a wonderful brother I have always dreamed of...

I wanna thank my awesome friends for being sooo awesome...I love you a lot...perhaps much more than you think!!!

I wanna thank all my teachers who have nurtured me, guided me in the right path and have taught me to become a responsible person...



Lastly, I wanna thank God for bestowing upon me such a wonderful life, a set of awesome friends, and a more than wonderful family...


*Huge Smile*

Embrace life
-Kunmun


Sunday, August 1, 2010

Break away...

Well these are the last few days of my teenage years...in a couple of days I'l be turning twenty..and I still have no friends who care...sitting alone in my room on friendship day...and writing this bloody blog post...

Its kinda funny how things happen....one day you think everything is going pretty calm and well...and suddenly a whole streak of unhappy incidents follow, making everything fall out of place...Its strange, but the phrase 'things look calm when you are in the eye of the storm' is actually very true. Sometimes one surprises himself the way one reacts to situations. The way one acts.... One either lets himself go, sits down and blames the world or one just discounts everything that happened and tries to take a seemingly impossible task to forget what all happened. I don't know why I chose the later. Perhaps I needed to escape from everything, from everyone. Perhaps I needed to redeem myself. For whom, for what ... I don't know...

It so happens that when you choose a path, you have a whole lot of options besides the one you chose...but still you choose it...maybe because of some inner gut feeling... and as you walk farther on it, you realize that it wasn't the path that you wanted to chose...but then you are left with no other option than to walk further into it until it takes you to a dead end from where you can never turn back...But most of the times, it was exactly the path you should have chosen...Its that path that will lead you to your destination...most of the times, this path would be far more difficult than the others, but you still got to walk on it... even if it doesn't give you any happiness...perhaps to make a difference...to prove that you are still strong enough to walk...