Happy Birthday to me!!!

On the joys of being a little bit older and wiser!!!... Turning 20 has been a little traumatic for me.... I don't know why, it's just a year older than 19 right, but it surely sounds a whole lot older, and its started to get me thinking.... Do I really look like I am 20???... When I look in the mirror I still see an 16 year-old with some "minor" body changes!! Gone are the days when I used to be happy thinking that I'm still a teenager when most of my friends had already crossed their teens... Its taking me a little longer than usual to embrace this age, I am working on it!... I still love birthdays.. but as you get older you become a little bit more anxious about them!! However, thanks to my wonderful family and friends, 20 was brought in with a bang!

Now that I'm over with a very important phase of my life and am legally, physically, and emotionally an adult, I wanna thank a few people who have made this phase a success and have brought out the ME in me...

Firstly,I wanna thank my parents, who despite all my shortcomings, love me unconditionally and have made me who I am today...

I wanna thank my guardian angel (Mamun nani), who has been with me in each and every phase of my life, has my back whenever I got stumbled, and makes my life worth living...

I wanna thank my tiny little sis, Chotu, who would rather die than keep a secret for me..:P...I love you a lot!!

I wanna thank my awesome jiju, for gifting me with a wonderful brother I have always dreamed of...

I wanna thank my awesome friends for being sooo awesome...I love you a lot...perhaps much more than you think!!!

I wanna thank all my teachers who have nurtured me, guided me in the right path and have taught me to become a responsible person...

Lastly, I wanna thank God for bestowing upon me such a wonderful life, a set of awesome friends, and a more than wonderful family...

*Huge Smile*

Embrace life

-Kunmun

Break away...

Well these are the last few days of my teenage years...in a couple of days I'l be turning twenty..and I still have no friends who care...sitting alone in my room on friendship day...and writing this bloody blog post...

Its kinda funny how things happen....one day you think everything is going pretty calm and well...and suddenly a whole streak of unhappy incidents follow, making everything fall out of place...Its strange, but the phrase 'things look calm when you are in the eye of the storm' is actually very true. Sometimes one surprises himself the way one reacts to situations. The way one acts.... One either lets himself go, sits down and blames the world or one just discounts everything that happened and tries to take a seemingly impossible task to forget what all happened. I don't know why I chose the later. Perhaps I needed to escape from everything, from everyone. Perhaps I needed to redeem myself. For whom, for what ... I don't know...

It so happens that when you choose a path, you have a whole lot of options besides the one you chose...but still you choose it...maybe because of some inner gut feeling... and as you walk farther on it, you realize that it wasn't the path that you wanted to chose...but then you are left with no other option than to walk further into it until it takes you to a dead end from where you can never turn back...But most of the times, it was exactly the path you should have chosen...Its that path that will lead you to your destination...most of the times, this path would be far more difficult than the others, but you still got to walk on it... even if it doesn't give you any happiness...perhaps to make a difference...to prove that you are still strong enough to walk...